~Le CuCoQ La KoDOk~

That's All Folks

2012-02-07T21:39:00.001+08:00

after more than three weeks of vacation

and that's it.

the end of holiday

and the start of something new.

not something to be exact,

but the start of new semester.

gonna say Hello to the new semester.

am going to be a 3rd year student from now onward.

part of my heart is in joy

part of it, refuse to be back.

norm.

as usual,

hopefully that this semester will be better that before

let the gone, be by gone.

******

Asking if there's a chance of victory,

of course, there's none,
It seems as if there's

no path forwards or backwards.

The dark clouds speed up,

a sudden speeding impulse short
Looking up at the sky as it becomes intolerable,

but even so Smile.

Searching for a new path (It must be somewhere)
Now is the time we start walking (Believing in something)

　I want to start

　I want to start
The way which I believe

Asking if there is any anxiety, of course there is
It seems that there's no enemies or allies.

Either way,

to cut across to the peak at full speed is just right.
Shall we change gears here?

Then we'll have a match again!

In order to keep shining (Definitely, for anyone)
We can only keep on walking forward (Towards somewhere)

If the depressing rain seeps in,

it'll cause me to make a mistake.
What should I do?
start? stop? start? stop? step step!! START!

Face the future,　I want to start
In search of something,　I want to start

(SHINee ~ Start)

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Pasrah Segalanya

2012-02-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

Pernah hati ini terguris
Dengan fitnah dan tohmahan menghiris
Sehingga terasa diri ini hina
Kerana tiada siapa yang sudi membela
Kutabahkan hatiku harungi hidup
Biarpun tiada siapa yang menemani
Keseorangan aku di lautan sepi
Ditinggalkan mereka yang aku percayai

Namun ku tahu ada hikmahnya
Setiap segala yang menimpa diri
Kuserahkan segala padaMu Tuhan
Yang berkuasa jua mencipta
Kerana engkau Maha Mengetahui
Segala apa yang terbuku di hati

Ya Allah tidakku terdaya lagi
Menahan dugaan yang mencabar ini
Terasa bagai noktah telah kutemui
Mengakhiri segala yang telah aku mulai
Ya Allah Engkau lindungilah aku
Bekalkanlah daku dengan limpahan iman
Agar tabahku menghadapi dugaan
Agar tidakku berhenti di pertengahan

Kini di sini aku berdiri
Bersama harapan yang tulus suci
Agar terbitlah kembali menteri pagi
Setelah malamku berkalut benci

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Kehidupan

2012-02-04T16:59:00.000+08:00

diam dicelah-celah kebisingan.

kekosongan.

ramai manusia disisi.

cuba bilang dengan jari

berapa ramai yang memahami.

pakai topeng wajah tersenyum

Camouflage diri hampir setiap hari.

hati berdarah semakin parah

tapi tanya diri siapa nak peduli?

dengan diri sendiri

bolehlah nak happy.

suka duka tanggunglah sendiri.

nak harap orang lain kongsi,

hah, jangan mimpi lah sampai mati.

memang susah kalau kena benci

even se-zarah darah pun meyisih diri.

silap sikit, hari-hari kena maki.

padahal silap diri sendiri tak pernah nak kaji.

ingat mudah hidup dalam dunia ni,

bila maju sikit habis semua nak dengki

sedangkan warna rambut sama-sama kongsi

tapi jangan lupa memang kontra warna hati.

habis tu, nak harap lagi dengan siapa?

hah, lupa diri engkau pelupa

kau masih punya yang Maha Esa

kita sebagai hamba mohonlah pada Dia

mohon dunia akhirat kekal sejahtera.

jojojie

20120204

1656

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Februar"i"

2012-02-01T21:30:00.002+08:00

sila perhatikan tajuk di atas baik-baik.

Februari dieja dengan akhirnya "i" bukan "y" ye.

asyik-asyik taip dalam English, apa kata sekali sekala

guna bahasa ibunda pulak.

nanti orang kata diri ini,

macam istilah orang bijak pandai, "lupa diri"

rasa kekok pulak bila taip dalam bahasa Melayu ni

Sah lupa diri. kihkih

sebenarnya diri ini amat mencintai Bahasa Melayu

dah tentu lah sebab diri ini pun asalnya orang Melayu

walaupun tak berapa nak asli sangat.

tetapi darah Melayu itu tetap mengalir dalam diri ini.

(sila baca dengan nada yang paling patriotik)

sebenarnya tak ada motif sangat entri ni.

memang tengah tak ada idea,

tapi jari jemari tetap gatal nak menaip.

jadi, inilah hasilnya,

entri kosong bak kata orang-orang bijak pandai lagi.

aku, eh, saya eh, sopan sikit, Beta

sebenarnya mula menulis dengan bahasa Melayu

dah tentu-tentu lah, bahasa Melayu ialah bahasa ibunda

entah berapa kali nak ulang entah.

baru-baru ini saja mula menulis dalam bahasa English.

lagi pula, Beta kan meneruskan pengajian diperingkat

tinggi dengan mengambil kurus, eh, kursus English language

jadi mahu tidak mahu, kenalah mempraktikkan juga

bagi memantapkan lagi English language beta.

tetapi Bahasa Melayu tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku.

jadi, sebagai akhir kata entri kosong ini,

cintailah Bahasa Ibunda anda..

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Sahabat

2012-01-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

dulu aku prejudis

tentang nilai persahabatan

prejudisnya aku hingga sampai satu tahap

aku menganggap sahabat itu menyusahkan

dan aku tidak percaya akan kata-kata azimat itu

"sahabat selamanya"

"best friend forever"

jangan salahkan diri aku

yang berfikiran semacam itu.

masakan tidak aku jadi prejudis,

sahabat yang pernah aku sanjungi dulu

satu persatu meninggalkan aku

sahabat yang dahulunya pernah sama-sama

berimpian untuk berkawan sehingga mati,

rupanya hanya melakar janji yang langsung tak bererti.

sahabat yang suatu ketika dulu berkongsi gelak dan tawa

makan, minum bersama,

sama-sama mengejar cita-cita,

rupanya sahabat sementara.

datang bila rasa perlu

dan bila kepentingan itu hilang, aku ditinggalkan.

itukah maksud sebenar erti sahabat?

sejak dari ketika itu,

aku tidak lagi mahu bersahabat selamanya.

aku juga menjadi seperti mereka,

menjadi sahabat mee segera.

........

akhirnya Tuhan tunjukkan aku sesuatu.

tidak semua manusia seperti itu.

aku bertemu dengan sahabat yang salah

untuk dipertemukan dengan sahabat yang sejati.

berjumpanya aku dengan mereka bukanlah dirancang.

ia merupakan satu pertemuan yang direncana Tuhan.

sedikit demi sedikit rasa prejudis itu terhakis,

dibasuh dengan keikhlasan sahabat duniawi dan ukhrawi.

dan kini aku optimis

tentang nilai sebenar persahabatan.

jika bersahabat demi wang,

bila habis wang, habislah persahabatan.

jika bersahabat demi harta benda,

bila jatuh miskin kau akan ditinggalkan.

jika bersahabat demi darjat,

bila darjat tiada lagi, kawan akan pura-pura tidak lagi mengenali diri.

dan,

jika bersahabat demi Tuhan,

maka Tuhan akan memberkati ukhuwah itu.

jadi ikhlaskan hati dalam persahabatan

demi Tuhan.

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Kembali

2012-01-31T13:57:00.001+08:00

ada kecelaruan yang melanda jiwa

semenjak dua menjak ini.

oleh kerana rasa untuk menanggung itu sudah rapuh

lalu keputusan membawa diri di ambil

tanpa berfikir untuk jangka masa yang panjang.

hadirnya Dia dalam hidup sudah lama.

cuma jarang sekali diberi perhatian.

alangkah hinanya diri ini yang melupakanNya

sedangkan Dia tidak pernah melupakan hambaNya.

berbekalkan kekuatan yang Dia beri

aku mahu kembali.

bertemankan nasihat rakan-rakan yang disayangi

aku mahu kembali.

Terima kasih Tuhan atas Rahmat yang Kau beri.

tidak akan disia-siakan peluang entah ke berapa kali

Kawan-kawan yang selalu ada di sisi, aku hargai.

tanpa kalian entah apa yang akan berlaku pada diri ini.

dengan semangat yang baru,

aku kembali.

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Away

2012-01-30T16:45:00.001+08:00

pergi.

bawa.

diri.

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The Awakening

2012-01-29T23:14:00.001+08:00

anxiety, doubtfulness

suddenly i felt it in my heart today.

actually it has been almost, the whole of my life

that i felt that way.

since i knew the reality of life.

yet, it grew stronger today

to the extent that i couldn't bear it anymore.

i want to talk to someone

that maybe, that someone could understand

and can ease this unlikeable feeling.

but all of the sudden i feel that i can't trust anyone.

and people might not understand how my feeling is.

yes, it true actually.

nobody understand yourself except for you.

frankly speaking, i am a mere follower of God.

"mere follower" here means that i am only an average follower.

neither blind nor ignorant follower.

back to main point, today.

i felt an indescribable feeling, again.

and i said to myself,

"nobody would understand me"

but all of the sudden, i was startled.

not because someone shocked me or what so ever.

because i actually have the One.

and i nearly forget that.

people always want to upgrade their thingy,

like upgrade the software, antivirus, or a car.

thus, i want to upgrade also.

not a thing, but myself.

from an average follower,

to a better follower of Him.

He has help me so much,

He always there for me,

He never humiliate me like human does,

nor never let me down.

so, i talk to Him and read his advices

i could feel the calmness and serenity flow

like water, through my left chest.

the emptiness is filled.

and i will continue doing that till the end of my life,

InshaAllah. May Allah give me strength.

Thank you Allah, for the mercy.

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Happy & Happy

2012-01-20T09:52:00.001+08:00

i know its has been a while since my last post.

sorry for not be enthusiast enough in writing

not because the interest has decreased but

i have been busy for past few weeks due to

study and final examination.

the weather is bit chilly and windy while i am typing

because its raining.

i am glad,

since it has been hot and sunny for past few days.

okay, not to worry much about the weather.

i am happy and happy now.

the former happy is for Happy Holiday.

yeah, the semester has ended like last week

and i am in vacation period now.

so i will have so much time to write more here.

yet, it is only three weeks vacation.

even though it is short, seriously,

but i am glad since i need vacation very badly.

last semester was the hardest - ever.

with lots of workload, exhibition, staging,

research paper.

tell me which part that doesn't make me craving for holiday.

let the gone, okay.

enjoying the holiday to the fullest is my mission now.

the latter happy is for Happy Birthday.

yesterday was my birthday.

so i am 22 years old now and

i am going to be unstoppable and

nothing can hold me back..

just kidding.

but serious talking here, this birthday was

the most ordinary one.

true, its like mere day, nothing special

except for the birthday wishes from my friends.

maybe because it falls on weekdays.

but me bother not.

since i've becoming a young lady now,

so it doesn't really bother me

if people celebrate my birthday or not.

just mere wishes already make me joyful.

its thought that count.

anyway, thank you guys for the wishes.

be happy, always.

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For You..

2012-01-05T10:34:00.000+08:00

Dear Miss Fathi,

i read it.

i see it.

and i think i must say something.

as a good friend.

being in relationship does not means you got everything

and not being in relationship does not mean you got nothing.

sometimes i do wish to be single again.

because being in relationship is sometimes tiresome and burdensome.

to take care of other people heart while yours is hurting,

is exactly not cool.

being single means He protected you.

He has reserved someone better for you.

don't, please don't blame yourself.

stop blaming yourself for

something that you did not do.

stop adding insult to your injury.

what is wrong to have expectation?

what is wrong to daydream?

what's wrong to entertain your tiny heart

with something silly, sometimes?

it is YOUR LIFE.

don't let other people jeopardize your life.

be positive.

why people make silly mistakes?

why people make wrong decision?

it is to learn.

people aren't perfect,

and i know you know that fact very well.

yes, you have to be patient.

someone is waiting for you.

maybe not now.

but tomorrow, who knows?

He knows better.

keep clinging on Him.

and

don't try to change yourself just because other people told you so.

ask that people "are you perfect enough though, to change me?"

change because you feel you need to change.

and you know what, a good friend listens.

when mankind doesn't want to listen, turn to Him.

He listens, share your pain with Him.

He'll never let you down like mankind did.

selfish is mankind middle name.

turn to the Most Gracious Listener.

what's with this, the inferior-complex of yours?

people are special in their own ways.

you are special.

don't let people look down on you.

tell them that you are as good, or much better.

stop admire people so much,

just because they did something extraordinary,

it does not makes you ordinary.

you are much better than that person you admire.

i can't tell more

since i am also a weak human being

who used to be a loser and pathetic

because i think about other people too much

not myself.

i changed for me myself, not other people.

i am an ordinary, imperfect creature.

i learnt from my mistakes.

i turned to Him when mankind let me down.

this is my sincere notes for you,

as a friend.

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Its a New Year

2012-01-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

another year has gone

another year has come

Goodbye the most memorable year 2011

welcome 2012

i do not have special resolution for 2012

and i also decided not to have special resolution anymore

because i want to learn something from the year that i've been through

and improve that way.

rather than making up so many resolutions that

you can't even fulfill

be realistic.

like 2011, i learn so many things

and gain so many experience

that teach me to be a better person

let go of the past

start anew

“Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Every story has an end, but in life every end is just a new beginning.”

be and create a better personality

my mere hoping that this year will be much more better

than the before.

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Rasopariso

2011-12-12T10:01:00.001+08:00

Rambut samalah hitam
Bila dipandang
Tapi belumlah tentu
Sama warnanya
Di dalam tiada gambaran
Di dalam penuh dugaan

Walau apa telahan
Ada batasnya
Biarlah berpada
Kita amalkan
Hati perlulah di dada
Syukurnya sepanjang masa

Perlulah bergandingan
Sepanjang zaman
Apakah yang datang
Tetap bertahan
Biarpun susah bertamu
Akulah rakan taulanmu

Tak perlu mendabik
Dadamu yang sempit
Tunduk bak padi
Semakin berisi
Merendah tiada rugi
Dunia pun senang hati
Larilah ke depan
Mengejar impian
Hitam yang semalam
Jadikan sempadan

Kita kan orang harapan
Tak lekang hulurkan salam

Rasopariso dalam hati
Rasopariso tiada henti

Rasopariso ~ Berbudi Baik 

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Life

2011-12-11T23:10:00.001+08:00

i am going to add another year to my age next year.

it has been more than 20 years that i have been living

i am glad that i have been blessed with such a wonderful family

and i have learn a lot during my lifetime.

i did not know what is friend till i got one

i did not know what is love till i fell for one

i did not know what is enemy till i've been hurt once.

i did not know what is betrayal till i felt once.

i did not know what is back stabbing till i got stabbed once.

i truly have learn many things through out my life.

i have been gifted with some kind of instinct

that i could actually read some people.

did not mean to scare you people out.

but it is a gift in which i feel grateful for.

at least i know the "real" and the "fake" one.

i have been through lots of things.

i used to be a loner.

i used to be a loser.

i have carried such a big responsibility

at a very young age.

when people around my age having fun with their life,

i have to take care of my kins,

my dad involved in an accident when i was in UK

and was admitted to ICU.

i cried when i saw my dad like that, for the first time.

lying unconsciously with broken leg and lots of wire around him

which broke my heart.

my mum broke her Colar Bone.

i happened a day before Eid Celebration.

i celebrated Eid without my parents,

took care of my small sisters who couldn't really adapt the situation.

and i am just 15 years old.

i still remember,

my mum and i have to walk to buy groceries

in -1 degree celcius we walked home with lots of groceries.

i can still feel the pain of carrying that in such a cold day.

i have to skip classes to take care of family to the point

that i received letter from school.

this is a true story of my life.

which makes me realize what life is about.

which makes me appreciate my life more

which makes me mature more than my age.

Life ~ that is what we called.....

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Silent Morning

2011-12-08T07:24:00.001+08:00

wake up early today

so i am thinking to type something down

it also has been a while since my last post.

nothing much to rant lately

except for hectic and messiness life

that i have to lead these days

its never ending.

class will start bit late today, at the afternoon

but i have to come early.

something have to be settle.

okay, the American Literature Exhibition is over.

right now i am busy with staging.

but i won't be the main lead anymore.

Glad.

cause i know how disaster it is to be the main lead.

this semester will come to its end soon.

but nothing change much.

still load of works which can drives me crazy.

Final examination also around the corner,

but still don't have enough or perhaps

do not have time at all to revise.

can't expect something extraordinary good to happen

just hoping that today will be a mere good one.

and that is my mere hope.

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Moonlight Sonata

2011-12-02T13:07:00.001+08:00

night of the nights

stood alone far from sight

not always but tonight

in shining amour you the knight

savior of the hopeless

rescuer from the blindness

but empty for the heartless

and ignorant of the thoughtless

light shaded in mercy blue

no beauty is the true

still come dreamers in cue

grant wishes that never come true

come and taste the melodious splendor

could heal the hurting heart better

comfort the fading soul in tender

sadly, for it to last forever is likely never

jojojie_021211_1356

~ it is a sudden inspiration that i get
while listening to Moonlight Sonata

by Ludwig Van Beethoven

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Happy Anniversary!

2011-11-29T23:25:00.001+08:00

how could??

how could i ever forget this important date!

see, this is the prove of how forgetful i am these days..

i should slap myself

but of course i won't.. kekeke

okay, its my 2nd anniversary

please don't misunderstood.

its the BLOG.

it has been officially operated for two years now.

i am happy that i still survived in this blog writing.

as i flicked thru my previous, i can see the growth.

i am improving now.

i am leading a mature life now.

special gratitude for being there

whenever i am sad or happy

whenever i am glad or disappointed.

i promise that i will maintain and keep writing.

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY DEAR BLOG!!!

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Dream House..

2011-11-29T22:59:00.001+08:00

okay, firstly regard this as therapy

instead on mere rambling and ranting.

because i had enough suffering inside.

this is what i want my house to be.

let the pictures speak...

shoot!!

i always dream of white house.

not that White House, but a white house.

this captivating garden is a must.

i just love this modern style of interior

simplicity is my second name.. kidding

i love simple kind of interior.

S for Superb..

before this entry become run-off

of my dreams lets just get a grip.

basically this is what i want my house to look like

So, does anyone would like to supply me money??

and it is just a kidding one more time..

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Road Not Taken

2011-11-28T07:43:00.001+08:00

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I–
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

~~~~~

why Robert Frost's Road Not Taken?

because i'm in this kind of situation right now.

i have taken a wrong road in my life, probably.

to regret and to be sad is just too late

because i have taken the path.

i should have written this ages ago

but i kept postponing.

i think i need a hiatus for a while

i want to hide from this kind of world

for a moment.

i need to mend myself.

everything is frustrating.

i don't even know whether its all my faults

or other people faults.

i never had such big humiliation in my life.

people are just too cruel and unfair,

but it in not right to jeopardize other people life

just because you want to satisfy your selfishness

while typing this, i am in stable emotion.

just saying this, since people might say

i could have gone mad or crazy.

maybe it just me who think too much.

perhaps.

but it is my right to take care of my life.

i need changes.

i won't let people mess with my life, no more.

people, people, people

these are the words that i've tired to meddling off.

right now i feel that i have lost my self-confidence

and i could feel hatred in myself.

i am tired of everything

i just want to be solitary

and i need solidarity.

maybe its me

who have commit mistakes before.

and this is the punishment.

it it true, then it really served me right.

okay, give me a break.

i want to heal the pain

in my left chest.

but i guess the scar will remain

for eternity...

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Who Says

2011-11-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that

******

now its me really talking (typing to be exact),

actually this is a lyric

from song "Who Says"

by Selena Gomez.

i am not a fan of Selena Gomez, not at all.

yeah, sue me.

but i find this song rather inspiring.

to believe in yourself,

and say "Back off all the haters" of yours.

yeah, everybody should believe in themselves.

stand up for yourself, don't let people down-graded you.

just lets start believe in ourselves

from now onward..

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i already forgot what this post was supposed to be about

2011-11-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to upload Miss Forgetful picture.

see how forgetful i am these days

yeah, i am not joking and not making any jokes at all.

i realized that i tend to forget nowadays.

this is a huge problem.

i usually have sharp-memory.

give me numbers and dates

that is my weakest point.

actually i did not really mind at all.

but when you speak about "dates"

Err..okay, straight to the point, birthday dates,

it is all about taking care of peoples' heart.

what do you feel when someone important forgot your birthday?

upset.

that was my point being.

i tend to forget this lately.

yesterday was my schoolmate's birthday,

i NEARLY forgot about it.

fortunately, i did wished through mobile phone.

relieved....

i think it is better for me to eat raisins a lot.

Memory! Brain! please come back.

forgetfulness! go away..

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Terima Kasih Segalanya..

2011-11-07T14:02:00.001+08:00

belum pernah terdetik dek akal

menjejaki tempat yang sebegini rupa

yang luarannya indah bagai syurga

yang menjadi impiannya setiap manusia

hebatnya permainan mereka

memperdaya manusia

dengan agenda yang pelbagai rupa

sehingga buta pandangan mata

pandainya mereka mencatur suasana

berlumba lumba mereka tertawa

jika enggan menerima bermakna

gelap gelita segala-gala

semuanya tidak lagi bermakna

bukan kerana mampu itu tiada

tetapi keberanian sedikit cuma

maka menarilah di balik bayangan mereka

namun aku berterima kasih juga

pada mereka mereka semua

kerana di ruangan inilah

aku mengenal erti dunia

tidak pernah lagi aku sebegini

sebelum dunia ini aku jejaki

di tempat ini aku pelajari

pelbagai rasa yang berbekas di hati

disini aku semakin mengerti

indahnya perkataan benci

manisnya rasa dikhianati

enaknya rasa iri hati

disini juga aku melalui

sakitnya pengorbanan tak terperi

hanya kerana demi

mencapai sebuah hadiah yang balutannya duniawi

segera juga aku fahamkan

maknanya kawan

dan juga kebahagiaan

yang bersulamkan kejujuran

walaupun terselit rasa terpaksa

yang wujud pada mulanya

hati gagahkan menerima takdir-Nya

dan terima kasih untuk segala-galanya

jojojie_110711_1400

auch_down

happy for you.

2011-10-27T21:25:00.001+08:00

we used to be friend,

but i don't know if we still are,

at this particular moment.

glad that you have come to another stage

of your life even though you've never told

me anything about that.

hopefully you are doing fine in your relationship.

i will always pray for your happiness.

for you who used to be called

a Friend.

JoJo_Hands_off

colour of my life

2011-10-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

really need colour like the picture above

to brighten my life right now.

having such a dull colour in your life

is actually not cool.

i mean it, not cool at all.

yeah, the life of a student

is like the ebb and flow of tides.

sometimes you'll feel joyful

its the part when you get high grades,

or finally accomplished the assignments

or while chillin' with friends

but not the part

where you're in the process of completing

those assignments and striving to get higher mark

can't wait for mid break right now.

BUT, i must go through lotsa thing before

finally reach the holiday.

can't wait, can't wait no more.

just need little bit of strength

also little bit of painting and colouring

on the canvas of my life.

JoJo_Hands_off

The Silence

2011-10-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

was pure as white before

enjoying the timeline as rainbow

clear wide mind like the sea

fly by like bubble freely

regrettably

the rainbow come and go easy

and the bubble break simply

where's the ending of the sea?

the white tainted in blackly

for the mistake that was done,

by the dull capacity

live in lament till eternity

chastise by time ceaselessly

longing that He

forgive and give His mercy.

JoJo_Hands_off

Welcome to the Club

2011-10-17T22:03:00.002+08:00

in a mood of glad since one of my friends is already started to

do blogging. Yeah!!

can't wait for her "hot" stories and posts.. kekeke

to you my friend,

welcome to the world of blogging!

have fun~

JoJo_Hands_off

Indescribable Feeling

2011-10-16T21:15:00.001+08:00

i sometimes do feel something in my mind

but i can't tell what it is.

indescribable feeling.

i envy those who have determination and know

what they want to achieve in their life.

yes, i did envy.

because sometimes i don't know what i want in my own life.

i mean, my ambition.

who and what am i in the future.

like what i am doing right now.

what am i studying right now.

i like English, i do.

however, i don't feel like doing it.

actually i always love to be a designer

and also a writer.

but, i have no supporter.

my parent of course would not encourage me to do so.

they have stereotype view on this.

for them, "those" don't have any market.

and you would not survive with "those".

as a child and daughter, i obeyed them.

but the "unwilling" feels always there

somewhere in my heart.

indeed, i don't put blame on my parents

and i tried to take it positively.

GOD knows better.

that is the reason why He makes me do this.

i faithfully believed my GOD.

since everything happen with a reason.

hoping that this indescribable feeling will

turns to exact,

certainty.

JoJo_Hands_off

Be Grateful..

2011-10-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

i was watching TV program where there is one

segment about unfortunate people around us

in which makes me realized something.

it is all about being grateful.

in that episode, they broadcasted a sad story about

a beautiful, bright, successful woman

who was encountered with something about nerve-disease

like that (sorry, i don't remember that term)

which paralyzed her body and made her in state of coma.

this unfortunate woman has been in that state for two years now.

this disease attacked her out of sudden actually.

seeing her picture before she was attacked and now laying in the bed

made me realized that we should be grateful of what we are now and what we have.

something might happen in the future, who knows.

who cares if we don't have good look or rich or what so ever.

so people, be grateful...

JoJo_Hands_off

not all can afford.

2011-10-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

in Malaysia, most of the students were dependent on loan to

support their studies.

Malaysian, i know you know what i am talking about right?

believe me, if you ask them, including me

"do you like to be in debt?"

of course the answer would be "NO"

but that is what happening in Malaysia.

you borrowed for the sake of study.

then you have to pay with interest.

guys, we already in debt even we are not

in working field yet.

how 'good' is that..

but somehow, some of us was like,

"we couldn't afford, so it is the best way"

yes, that is my point.

Not all people could afford the studies with their own

or their parents' money.

why am i typing this entry?

because i just read someone blog about this

matter, in which i believe that person do not

understand this concept which really made me pissed off.

i do know that person.

i know your family is well-being and educated also.

so please open your mind, duuhh..

not all people rich and well-being.

but still, for the sake of study, they have to.

for me, these people are more independent than you are

who just depended on your mom and dad money.

pity you.

like the saying of wise man

"put yourself in other people's shoes"

my question to you,

"would you like to support us?"

please, read it sarcastically.

got it, ponder.. please.

JoJo_Hands_off

Happy me...

2011-10-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

just wanna tell you guys that i am happy right now.

last Tuesday i told you guys that i am having

driving test which was held yesterday.

i am glad that i passed it with a flying color.

no problem at all, everything went smoothly.

Thank you Allah.

let me share bit about it.
actually, nothing really weird happened.
like i said before, it went smooth.
just that, when in part 3 of the test,
i was tested by using different car.
during practices, i used and already familiar with Kancil
but yesterday, i got Viva.
so, it made my fretting and shaking a little.
yet, thank God, i am okay.

i am really glad that i can drive legally right now.
because, its different to drive legally and illegally,
i mean, the feeling.
legally, you feel safe and confident
illegally, you just can pray that you'll not come
across any policeman. hahaha

whatever it is, i am happy.
please be happy for me! kekeke

JoJo_Hands_off

accompany me, luck!

2011-10-04T21:11:00.001+08:00

i know its a bit later than anyone else

but i'll manage to do it.

its driving test guys..

i have driving test day after tomorrow

wish me luck please!

JoJo_Hands_off

Dream

2011-10-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

i had a dream that i really wish could be true..

but it is too impossible to be true..

dream will be just the way it is..

dream is just a dream…

JoJo_Hands_off

They ARE my friends

2011-10-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

this is my friends.

INDEED my friends, and my friends in NEED.

the left side is Nur Faathinah Roshdan

and the right side is Suhailah Hussein.

without them my uni life would be as dull as old shirt (?)

thanks guys for being such a good friend.

hope that we'll be friend till the last breath

p/s: sorry guys, i posted your picture..hehe

JoJo_Hands_off

F.R.I.E.N.D

2011-10-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

they inspire you

they help you

they cry with you

they laugh with you

they share everything with you

they ease your pain

they are what I called

F.R.I.E.N.D

JoJo_Hands_off

On Rainy Days

2011-10-02T17:27:00.000+08:00

its rainy

when i saw you

you smiled at me

i was startled, looking at you

slowly approached me

an umbrella with you

touched my hand warmly

wiping my tears its you

tears fall heavily

feels turn out to be blue

"don't cry"

said you

you hugged me

and say "i love you"

"hold onto me"

"and I will protect you"

he promised me

"i'll never hurt you"

and its rainy

that i am falling in love with you

JoJo_Hands_off

return to where i belong..

2011-10-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

just return to where i started before.

just thought that i need something fresh.

just wanted a simpler look.

just need to change to different background.

JoJo_Hands_off

the end of Hectic, the start of hectic

2011-10-02T15:39:00.002+08:00

finally, this is the end of hectic week.

yeah, i got stressed and tension due to

my brother's wedding.

but it all have ended well yesterday.

and that is gonna be my reason for leaving

this blog for a while.

okay, just let the gone.

this is also a sign for

something which is triple fold bigger.

the word "hectic" not gonna let me go.

i will started to be busy with my new semester.

Hey! i am going to act again this semester.

remember some times ago,

that i have to act for my Drama class.

this time gonna be American Literature class.

but not feel excited tho.

i am no good in act and no like it.

i like singing better, but there's no courses

for such thing. T_T

i wish there is, but it is too impossible.

yeah i know, just get a grip and face the reality.

so, i am gonna be in hectic condition for four months

starting from now on.

must get myself ready.

just Addio for now okay..

JoJo_Hands_off

back to type again..

2011-09-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

WOW!! it's been over a month

since my last entry.

yes. suddenly my mood to blog gone with the wind.

but now i forced myself to blog again.

so many things happened during my absent

from blog's world.

now i've started my study again.

so a new semester have begin.

like i mentioned before, so many things occur.

the Raya celebration, my brother's wedding.

that is the reason why i can't attach my finger to the keyboard.

other reason is that my broadband that i usually used,

to blog, to fb-ing and twitting is being borrowed by my sister.

rite now i'm using family broadband.

despite of busy-ness and hectic-ness my life is rite now,

i will continue blogging since i will attached to my laptop

everyday from now on.

of course the main priority is to complete the assignmentsss.

yet, to take some times to blog, i'll try.

so that's enough tho as a make up post.

just wait for my update any soon.

lets Addio, for now.

JoJo_Hands_off

endless random-ing..

2011-08-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

I'm back!!

yes, it is for real.

i've taken such a long hiatus.

punish me because i am such a blogger

who lack of passionate.

before that, Holla guys!!

take a glance to my title,

great haa..

random-ing, my favourite.

okay, since it is fasting month,

my mood to blog decreased a little.

yeah, exhausted.

to non-muslim, this month is the

month where all the Muslim fasting.

fasting is part of Muslim pillars.

so it is compulsory.

No, no. it is not harsh and not bad also.

please clear your mind.

in fact, fasting is good for health.

yes, no kidding.

fasting can helps to clean up your digestive system.

sure, after 11 months of eating,

why not to give your tummy and digestive system to rest a bit.

and fasting also helps people to diet.

not a heavy one, just to lose bit of your weight.

to add some more, i never heard people died out of fasting

but i've heard people died for eating too much

seriously, eating excessively contributed to many diseases

one of em' is obesity.

fasting in Islamic religious is NOT a torture for its believers.

we are encouraged to take food in the morning before

we started our fasting.

and we break our fast before night

it is 7.30 p.m. or earlier.

why Muslim fast??

it is to strengthen our faith and also

as a reminder and awareness that

not all people being bless with lots of delicious food.

so we should be grateful with the bless that we got.

so i hope that people, non-Muslim especially

not to think negatively of Muslim

as it is part of our religious belief and of course we

must respect each other, right?

okay this is health-and-bit of religious random-ing session.

enough for today, i believe.

lets Addio for now.

JoJo_Hands_off

Its August already.

2011-08-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

after taken a long hiatus,

now i am back guys.

how are ya??

hopefully in good condition always.

its August and this is my first entry for August.

today also is the first day of Ramadhan.

So to all Muslims,

May Allah bless and let us

strengthen our faith in this bless-full month.

i don't know what to ramble today.

still thinking of topic to be shared.

i've several in my mind, but not today.

okay guys. i know i am a bad blogger.

but i'll be better.

just Addio for now.

JoJo_Hands_off

i got a tag.

2011-07-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

its Friday and i got a tag.

from Miss Wanie

who always tagged me coz she

knew that i like to be tagged. haha

you guys should pay a visit to her blog

which is one of my favorites.

Purple: 10 facts about my room.

Blue: 9 facts about my family.

Green: 8 facts about my body.

Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood.

Orange: 6 facts about my hometown.

Red: 5 facts about my bestfriend(s).

Pink: 4 facts about my parents.

White: 3 facts about my personality.

Grey: 2 facts about my favourite things.

Black: 1 fact about the person you like

instruction:

All you need to do is just singling out one of those

lines and fulfill the demands according

to your favourite colors. It can be more than 1.

Then just do the usual tagging-ritual to maximum 5 persons.

Let the tagged persons notice and just read each others facts. Thats all! :)

if i were to choose, i love all of the colour above

but i won't be greedy. i'll just pick what i like the most okay.

Purple: 10 facts about my room.

its the place where i typed this post
white in colour
contain one single bed, reflecting the owner who is single too.
place where the owner sleep
medium in size
place to study
place to eat too sometimes
most peaceful place
place to laugh alone and cry alone
place where the owner loves it the most.

Black: 1 fact about the person you like

that person is gentleness. ^^

tagging-ritual:

i would like to tag all of my readers

Yes, all of you guys.

JoJo_Hands_off

Online Shopping.

2011-07-14T16:17:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Annyeong and Holla guys!!

foreign introductory today.

how are ya?

actually today i wanna ramble bout

Online Shopping or

shopping through Internet, in Spanish.

Yes, surely everybody know what is it all about.

in this modern time, we are too sophisticated

and too modernly equipped by technologies

even shopping also could be done through the air, err

what i mean here is through the Internet.

so it is a good news for those who hate to walk, rides or

taking buses or taxi to stores just to shop.

also we have many websites that satisfy the need

of these people like the famous one, eBay.

how many of you love online shopping?

i don't love shopping online but i have done that.

or in Layman's term, i do shop online but i just don't love it.

does this makes any sense? perhaps.

may some of you will say

"What? Online shopping is the awesome-st ever, its

a gift from God and save lotsa cost."

well, everyone have their own opinion.

and online shopping is just not fated for me.

why??

recently i have done online shopping.

its my second time.

i am looking for sling bag and a purse.

so i flicked thru many blogs and found one

which sells lotsa beautiful bags at reasonable price too.

so, after scrolled here and there, i've made up my mind.

and usual procedure for online shopping, for

those who used to this will know what i am typing about,

sent email, and made payment.

here's the turning point for me.

you guys know how much time i have to wait to get my items?

two months. yes, no kidding and no jokes.

but i still didn't received it because the blog owner said that

my items haven't restock. its really get on my nerves.

and i am thinking of refund.

yet, i try to flick thru once again and decided to change my items.

i chose a handbag.

luckily, it still stock-able, and i just received it yesterday.

i thought after i get the handbag, i will be happy.

but, the opposite happened.

the bag that i received didn't look like the one they putted

in the blog.

disappointment, again.

so, i decided not to do online shopping, ever, again.

it is very upsetting.

i think its better, for me to go to the stores,

pick what i want and get my item right there.

wait no more, upset no more.

but guys don't get me wrong, i am not

encouraging you guys to not to do online shopping.

it just me, who not fated to do online shopping.

okay, Happy Online Shopping guys! except for me T_T

lets Addio and Annyeong, for now.

JoJo_Hands_off

Social Networking.

2011-07-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Holla Everyone!

How was your weekend?

hope you guys having such a splendid weekend

so you guys will start a new week with blooming mood.

okay today, lets talk about Social Network.

i am 101% sure that you guys now what

social network is.

it is a trend today and everybody is social networking

like what i am doing right now.

if i not mistaken, please forgive if i am wrong,

this "Social Networking" thing start to "boom" like

few years back, maybe three years back.

me also can be categorized as a newbie or maknae

in this social networking thing.

i think the first, maybe, social network

that attract the interest of the youngster

in this globalization era apart from

Email and Yahoo Messenger

was the Friendster.

before this i knew little bout friendster but

i never interested in joining it. sue me.

so i never has friendster account

so don't find me there. okay, joking.

but really i don't have it.

and now i am curious whether people still use it or not.

i swear that i never heard of Myspace before this.

i was like "what the heck is this Myspace thing?"

and the result of that ignorance is, i don't have the account

just like friendster even up until now i still don't have

the account because i am uninterested in it.

so it can be summarized from two passages above that

before this, i am free from any social networking.

i think i don't have to introduce this one.

even my parent who was born in 60s knew this.

Facebook was my turning point from my ignorance

toward social network thingy.

i dunno why but engrossed by Facebook

maybe because it is simple with two color; blue

and white as a theme without knowing the fact

that Mark Zukerberg is actually colour blind.

it also look neater than any other social network.

maybe also because of it usage which to reunite people.

i did reunite with my friend who i haven't met for about 11 years.

i started to use Facebook for almost three years

now and still do.

okay, move on to the next one.

Blogger is the fast growing social network.

now everybody can have their on blog like

me and the other fellow bloggers.

i began to blog on November 2009.

i found that Blogger is fascinating and one of a kind

because not everyone love to type what they have in their mind

or sharing their creativity here.

only the passionate one would survive.

yes, it is so true. just try flicking thru

or in blogging term, "blogwalking" to one blog to another.

the passionate one will update almost everyday, won't give

a damn on whose be looking at it.

but the opposite will left their blog out with a "dust" and

"spider web".

i am not condemning, seriously.

this is quite latest one.

Twitter, in my opinion, was a bit like

Blogger, or a simpler version of blog

where people share their thought there

and update their daily routine also.

celebrities love to use it as well as the commoner like me.

the specialty of Twitter; you can update on the spot.

there are bunch of social networking apart from

what i have mentioned above, like Tumblr, Formspring

et cetera which is incredibly fast growing.

it is okay socialize through Internet

yet don't violate its usage.

such a long post today,

so lets just end it here. Addio.

JoJo_Hands_off

Games

2011-07-08T16:01:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey Guys. What's up??

Time files fast, and its already Friday.

how was your day today?

hopefully its fantastic.

okay, lets talk about games today.

i think games also part of our everyday lives

you can find games everywhere,

in your laptop, Facebook and so fourth.

it comes with two categories; indoor and outdoor.

i am not an avid gamer, but i do play games.

i am not that type who obsessed with games

or like people said "maniac".

i only play simple games and it comes with reason.

as an escapism. besides music and novels,

from stress, depression and boredom.

with simple games, the percentage of winning is higher

so psychologically, when you win, of course you'll feel

glad and pleased.

thus stress, depression and boredom will fly right away.

there is one game that i played the most

when i am bored and fed up with Internet,

i'll turned to this game.

i think some of you know this game.

it is such a simple game.

but not that easy, because it comes with different levels.

the higher the levels, the difficulties also increase.

you have to use brain as well as effort to maintain and win.

besides Zuma Deluxe, there is another game.

it is the 2nd place game that i like to play.

i am sure that all of you guys feel familiar with this game.

its a famous Monopoly.

before this, it is being play with real items,

meaning with real but fake (?) money, card and so on.

but now, you don't have to buy the real Monopoly

since there is the flexible and easy-to-manage one.

but why it be 2nd place game??

because it takes time and will get boring.

so guys, what's yours?

i think that is all for today,

'll come back later.

Addio.

JoJo_Hands_off

Comeback Post.

2011-07-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

After quite a hiatus, i am back.

how are you guys? really missed you guys.

like i told you guys before, i visited this blog regularly

but my mind went blank, without inspiration.

yet, i don't wanna left my blog out.

so, i forced myself to post something.

such a bad blogger i am, ain't it?

okay, now i am free.

of course a free citizen, free netizen,

but right now, most importantly,

i am free from books and studies.

meaning i am on vacation period.

holiday is a good thing.

but it can be boring somehow.

its a yes when you have to repeat

a same daily routine.

in the morning, lend a hand to my mom

in doing house chores, then sent and fetched my

sisters from school.

after that, watched TV or surfing Internet.

or watched some movies.

and that is all, everyday.

and the bad thing also, is that

it is only me that "free"

while other family members of mine aren't.

so it is only me that can be seen wandering around

my house including my mom which is a full time housewife.

i really wanna go on a trip to island or somewhere.

unfortunately, that isn't going to happen.

at least not for now.

special gratitude to my laptop and broadband

that "save" me from boredom and help me to "kill" it.

acknowledgement is also given to novels that i owned.

right now i am reading a classic English novel titled

"The Case-Book of Sherlock Holmes"

by famous Sir Arthur Conan Doyle.

when you heard of Sherlock Holmes,

of course it is about investigation.

i like it even it is in classic English.

i find it challenging and i just love it.

that is the reason why i love the comic
"Detective Conan" by Gosho Aoyama too.

which was based on Sherlock Holmes style of investigation

the main character of the comic,

Shinichi Kudo was inspired by Sherlock Holmes.

okay guys, i think that is enough

as a comeback post.

and i promise that i will post regularly from now on.

but for now, lets addio.

JoJo_Hands_off

Mianeh~

2011-06-27T15:44:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Wow, it has been a while, again.

its not that I am lazy or something like that

but I am quite busy with my own life rite now.

not to forget, how are ya guys??

hope that you guys not in a "Monday Blues" mode.

ok, what is that I typed before??

Oh yes, i am kinda busy with my life.

Final exam is just around the corner.

Nope, its on Wednesday.

yes, THIS upcoming Wednesday.

so, i have to revise.

sometimes i do have something in my mind

but suddenly i think that it is not so

appropriate to be shared.

or i just don't know how to coin my thought into word.

so mianeh~ if don't post anything.

but please don't forget to pray for me.

for now, Addio.

JoJo_Hands_off

Make up Post..

2011-06-19T14:53:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

a complete 7 days

i have not post something here.

nothing to tell and ramble to be exact.

i visited here almost everyday

but just stare, no act done.

btw, how are ya guys??

so, this is like my make up post.

lets just doing some fun.

since there is no story to tell.

check it out okay!

Starting time: 1415

Name: JoJo de Le Cucoq La Kodok. (okay, i created this)

Fallen asleep in school: almost never. i am a good student. (daaa..)

Broken someone's heart: am good at it. woow, like a criminal.

Fell off your chair: wait a second, still thinking... okay, yes.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: used to and still do..

What is your room like: it is more or less like a room LOL.. with a bed, a table, wardrobe. no pinky2 style. just nice and less stuff. simple.

Stitches: Yes! i have it. (proud haa??)

More Questions? OK...
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes.
You last yelled at: too tired to yell.

TODAY DID YOU...

Talk to someone you like:Yup, in the morning.

Get sick: sick of my daily routine.

Talked to an ex: No.

Miss someone: Yes.....

What's under your bed: no treasure under there. just a little dust. yes, i am clean freak.

Who do you really hate: rite now? i, my, me, mine..

RANDOM.

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes.

Q: Do you want children: in the future, yes.

Q: Do you smile often: yes. it cost nothing guys. just smile.

Q: Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes.

Q: Are your toenails painted: No, i am not really into that kind of stuff.

Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: mine is perfect.

Q: I can't wait till: dunno.

Q: When did you cry last: em, a long time ago perhaps.

Q: Are you a friendly person: i can be friendly, and i can be the other way round. depends on circumstances.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago..

1) a girl who did not want to express herself. shy.

2) quite a rebellious daughter. (now i am okay, okay)

3) boyish character somehow in me.

4) still playing with my friends, you know at 5.00 pm. its a play time.

5) have not matured enough.

5 things on my to-do list today

1) clean my room.

2) watch movie

3) type a post. (done)

4) make an important call.

5) Sleep.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1) help my parent.

2) pay the PTPTN and then stop using their service coz i am a billionaire.

3) buy a house.

4) buy a car. Audi or BMW.. (hehe)

5) traveling.

5 of my bad habits

1) sometimes i tend to nag.

2) hot tempered.

3) sensitive.

4) Procrastinator

5) moody sometimes.

5 places I have lived in

1) Kuala Lumpur

2) Sarawak.

3) Port Dickson, NS.

4) Wales, UK

5) Malaysia.. (no idea)

Tag?

Miss Wanie..^^

JoJo_Hands_off

You Don't Know..

2011-06-10T14:40:00.001+08:00

Nobody knows me

Yet everyone knows my name
Some people judge me
Not knowing that I'm the same

Thanks for the offer
But I keep my old friends always
But then I get lonely
Counting the endless days

Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well, this time now I know
I ain't standing alone no more

Some heartfelt emotion
Creeping from deep inside
Cause being this person
Is all I've got left to hide

Were you here from me at all?
Did you care for me at all?
Last time I was told
I ain't standing alone no more

Cos all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
Cos all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know
You don't know...

~It's JoJo~

it's a Tag. Not Tag Heuer.

2011-06-09T16:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys! what's up??

okay, i got a tag from

my blogger friend cum

my ex-roomie cum my Uni mate

Wanie-sshi

let's check it out lah!

KORANG RASA HOT KER?

rasa HOT la jugak.. sekarang kan musim panas.. Errkk..

UPLOAD WALLPAPER YANG KORANG GUNA SEKARANG

CECITE PASAL GAMBAR NI

firstly, what a mess desktop background i have. okay, this

is my favorite singer, Onew-sshi from group SHINee. I just

love him, thats all. sebab tu i letak gambar ni. tapi my desktop background

change every one hour, so masa ni gambar Onew la..

(panjang mcm karangan daaa..)

KALI TERAKHIR KORANG MAKAN PIZZA

last masa sambut birthday my brother and sister. last May.

a month ago.

LAST SONG YANG KORANG DENGAR

The Fact by Korean group Beast.

KORANG BUAT APA JER MASA JAWAB TAG NI

tengah layan lagu sambil buat tag ni la.

NAMA PANGGILAN KORANG SELAIN NAMA PENUH

Azie, Azlini, Nurul.

SIAPA YANG KORANG NAK TAG 5 ORG

Jue, Aju, Awin, farysa, cik anggur

ORANG NO 1 TU SAPE?

my Uni mates, my classmate.

LUAHKAN SESUATU KAT NO 5

thank you for following my blog.

NO 3 ADA HUBUNGAN DENGAN SAPE

saya tak pasti kerna orang nya sangat perahsia bab2 ni.

NO 2 PULAK CAMNE

my school mate. time sekolah rendah and menengah.

KATA KATA CINTA DENGAN NO 4

wuih, boleh mencetuskan kontrobersi kalau buat gitu.

4 FAKTA PASAL ORANG YANG KORANG TAG

Jue- dia banyak kacuk la. dan dia confirm dah berpunya.

Aju-kitaorang duduk dekat kat PD. dan dia confirm dah berpunya jugak.

Awin- rakan baik saya masa kt Nilai. dan dia mungkin dah berpunya.

farysa-sejak masuk Gombak, jarang dah nak jumpa. dan dia confirm dah berpunya juga.

cik anggur- kenal dalam blog je. tak pasti la dia dah berpunya or belum.

~It's JoJo~

nota untukmu..huhu

2011-06-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

kepada kawan2 yang singgah menyinggah

kat blog yang tak berape nak lawa ni,

jangan gelak pulak bila baca post dalam ni.

hehehehe

p/s: kepada yang dtg menyinggah tu, anda tau la siapa yg saya maksudkan..hehe

~It's JoJo~

Solitary, hate it.

2011-06-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys!!

i'm done with my exam last Friday

so today i can post something.

by the way, how are ya??

hopefully fine and had a fantastic weekend.

okay, straight to the point,

solitary, i hate it.

neomu neomu hate it.

when you had nobody to talk to,

to laugh with,

eat alone

drink alone

watch Tv alone

such unpleasant feeling it is.

i won't deny that

sometimes we do need some time

alone for ourselves.

privacy

but to be alone for quite a moment

is not that nice.

especially when your beloved ones

aren't around for you.

everything become dull dull dull.

actually my family is not around,

i'm on my own.

because there is no holiday for me.

and i can't skip class because

i can eligibly escape(?) only one class.

did i ever mention that i don't to be a bad student before?

had i? me myself can barely remember. he he he

so i won't skip class without valid reason.

okay, enough for today.

i am sad rite now

hence i can't type, no more. hehe

i am gonna type more once

i get my life back.

for now, addio.

~It's JoJo~

Notice

2011-06-02T17:07:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

just short entry for today

that won't take hour to type.

just wanna tell you guys that i'm not

gonna post anything for a moment since

i have midterm examination tomorrow.

so wish me luck, and as usual

pray for my success okay?

addio for now.

~It's JoJo~

just bored.

2011-05-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

okay, i know, this is the second entry.

within a day.

just ~~damn~~ bored, so i wanna do some fun.

checkitout!

if you're the richest person on this planet?

i am gonna buy this planet for myself, then JOJO rules. whoever refuse me, i'll send them to the moon or Mars or Pluto, you choose. what an evil plan. haha

if you're the sexiest person on this planet?
i am gonna be famous than Giselle Bundchen then.

if you have to jump from the 100 storeys to prove your love?
i will have to say bye-bye then. i love my life more.

if someone says that your blog sucks?
that someone who said my blog sucks read my blog, still. so my blog isn't suck at all rite and it will effect me nothing.

if your family are the one who decided who's your soul mate?
em, i'll consider. use win-win situation. haha

if tomorrow never comes?
meaning world has comes to its end.

if the person you hate is right in front of you?
best thing to do is to ignore. that person will hate me more. huhu

if you get a chance to be in fear factor and eat some shitty stuff?
i'll reject that offer then. i'd prefer McD more. haha

if you can meet with one of your idol.. who's it gonna be?
SHINee of course, no doubt. the one and only.

if you get a licence that allow you to kill someone.. who's it gonna be?
such license does exist?? if it does i'll apply one. hehe

if someone said that you're pretty?
i'll go blushing, then i'll say "Gumawo". i am such a shy person. Errkk....

if you having aids in a young age?
hopefully not.

if you have to sacrifice your love for somebody else?
i'll ask that someone to pay me for my sacrifice. 30 Million perhaps? or more?

if you won an award.. what's it gonna be?
the most coolest person in the world. Cool rite!

if you have to separated with someone you love?
in every meeting, there will be a goodbye. i'll have to accept it.

if a lot of people have a problem with you because they're jealous of you
meaning i am just TOO good. i don't and won't give a damn.

i'm tagging?
all of my precious readers.

~It's JoJo~

Neglected...

2011-05-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys! What's up??

hope you guys had such a blast weekend.

its hot here, rite now, in Kuala Lumpur.

so guys, drink lotsa plain water okay.

for the sake of health.

random question arises here,

did you know how much time for a blogger

to create an entry?

i think its up to the bloggers themselves.

like me, sometimes i took hours for an entry.

yeah, it is not easy actually especially when it is

in English language, and other reason is because

i am not focusing and wandering around other websites.

the latter is the main reason to be exact. hehe

what about you my dear blogger friends?

okay, lets jump to the main topic.

today i would like to ramble about this word below.

"Neglect"

i am sure you guys know the definition.

from my own understanding, neglect means abandon.

if you want deeper meaning, just Google.

how many of you ever been neglected in your life?

i used to be.

hate those feeling when people neglect you for no reason.

usually this happens in new place.

like me who always moved to new place,

this kind of feeling isn't new, and isn't pleasant at all.

people shouldn't neglect people without valid reasons.

even that person is someone new, it is just not good.

in turn, people should be friend.

parents should not neglect their children

children should not neglect their parents

friends should not neglect each other

husbands should not neglect their wives

wives should not neglect their husbands

leaders should not neglect their followers

the rich should not neglect the needy

people should not neglect their mother nature

people should not neglect animals

people should not neglect their life

people should not neglect their religion also.

thus the main point here is simple,

just stop be mean and stop neglecting living things

or non living things without reason.

because world has its own karma.

once you did it to other people,

not impossible it will happen to you back.

Up & Down

simple example here;

people used to neglect their nature,

deforestation, open burning and so on

look what happen nowadays, global warming,

green house effects, and others.

it is a karma people, believe me.

its God's power, some kind of punishment for

not being grateful.

okay, enough philosophy-rambling

class for today hagsaeng! haha

have a great day okay ^^

as usual, lets Addio, for now.

~It's JoJo~

SHINee Daebak!!!

2011-05-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

okay, this is special entry for K-Pop fans only,

especially SHINee's Fans, SHINee World (Shawol)

just want to congrats SHINee for their 3rd anniversary

on May, 25.

seems like yesterday you guys debuted.

hope that you guys will maintain eternally and

shine always.

and i'll be your shawol forever. huhu

the best K pop group ever.

Chukka hamnida!

~It's JoJo~

let's maintain young.

2011-05-25T18:27:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys! What's up??

okay. firstly, lets do something different today

instead of mere rambling.

what about handing you guys few tips

on how to maintain young

even we'll aging every single day.

of course we cannot avoid.

Yet, we can slow down the process rite??

don't worry, this will cost you nothing.

it is free and simple.

to make things easier, lets make it in chronological order.

and this tips is not Ctrl + C and it is proven.

------------------------------

have you ever heard the term

"start with something sweet, end with something sweeter"

yes, lets do that.

wake up early in the morning. never ever get up late.

its really a bad habit guys. try this, when you wake up late

look yourself in the mirror. just see how 'beautiful and young' you are.

so, it no good to sleep back especially after subuh prayer guys.

take shower early.

yeah, i know it is cold in the morning,

but that coldness is good. don't shower with hot water.

it'll make your skin dry and don't procrastinate your shower time.

smile. and smile always.

put less chemical substances on your face

i mean when you're not going

anywhere, so no need to put on make up.

by the way, what's the point of putting make up

when you are not going anywhere rite?

this is the right time to show your natural beauty.

don't put on anything before go to sleep also.

that "bedak sejuk" also is no good.

because your skin also need to breath.

smile and smile always

be good.

whether to human beings or animals or plants.

just be good.

maintain your sleep hour

if you

don't wanna have eye bag and wrinkles.

make sure your bed is clean so that you will sleep tight.

and like i said before, start with something sweet,

end with something sweeter.

think positive before you start your journey in La La land.

hoping that tomorrow will be better than today.

that is all i can share. simple and easy rite.

so let us start today. InshaAllah, we will look

younger than our real age. inside and outside.

physically and mentally young.

really, it is such an investment guys.

okay, enough of tips. got to go now.

for now, Addio.

~It's JoJo~

Chipsmore Biscuit...

2011-05-22T08:26:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum...

Hey Guys! how do you do?

i know. it has been quite sometimes

that i have absent from my rambling corner here.

Yes. please label me as the

"Chipsmore Biscuit"

you know, the CF for Chipsmore with its tagline

"Kejap ada kejap tak ada"

if it to be translated in english, it would go like

"in a moment, you're there, after a few moment you're not"

like that somehow.

because i'm exactly in a line with that tagline.

actually, i'm not that busy after all although

i've already started my short semester last week.

but you know, sometimes we're just not in the mood

of doing something even that thing is our favorite thing.

and sometimes i just don't have slightest idea to put here.

so, when i don't have any idea, i started to ramble.

like what i'm doing now.

my life right now is like

"A bed of Roses"

i'm doing good right now.

but of course there would be challenges that

i have to go through.

exactly like sleeping on a bed of roses,

the smell of roses is good, however

don't ever forget that the roses also have lotsa thorns.

suddenly i turned up to become a philosopher-like. haha

here you go, my rambling for today.

and i'll be back for another philosophy class (??),

rambling corner no more, next time being. haha joking.

for now, addio.

~It's JoJo~

i'm a hagsaeng, again.

2011-05-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys! What's up??

haven't update any rambling lately.

but today i want to proudly (a bit) announce

that i am a hagsaeng, again.

but what is hagsaeng??

hagsaeng is a korean word for student.

yeah, i am student again

because i'm taking short semester

and it has started today.

while some of them i mean the students, still enjoying

their semester break, i will starting my journey

as a student again.

just one subject only and

i am staying off campus.

so not too much pressure on me.

thus guys, wish me luck okay!

and addio, for now.

~It's JoJo~

bitter ---> Sweet

2011-05-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

hey Olz!! how was your day today?

i'm back today for my blog's rambling.

these few days back i keep using the word

"rambling" in my blog if you guys noticed.

maybe i should change my blog's name

to "my rambling" or "the blog of ramble"

or what so ever. haha. its a joke.

of course i won't. i love my present blog's name

and never have a thought of changing it.

at least not for now. haha. its a joke, again.

i'm happy today. a total happy.

this is not a joke.

seriously happy and happy, seriously.

i can see a question mark there.

actually, my result came out today.

again, a common phenomenon for student like me.

nervous, trembling, fretting. you name it.

okay, that is just too much. haha

just nervous, thats all.

me feel edgy because of novel subject.

and grammar. and sociolinguistics. and...

err, in other words, all of the subjects.

the result is like flying colour.

highlight the word "like". hehe

Alhamdulilah, thats all i can say.

so it is like bitter --> sweet.

bitter because this semester was the hardest.

please repeat, the hardest ever. i mean it.

if you guys scroll back to my previous entries

you can see my series of pain.

i sacrificed my life (again, exaggerate of me)

struggling and striving every single days.

and

Yet, it turn out to be sweet,

all of the bitter feeling inside.

after i saw my result.

my sacrifices worth it. really.

and i think i deserved it.

of course after lotsa pain and hard work

and also with the help of HIM.

thus guys, to sum up my rambling for today,

never ever give up in order to achieve something

even it is bitter.

because at the end of the day, you'll get the reward

like people said,

"in every cloud there is silver lining"

okay, enough rambling for today.

for now, Addio!

~It's JoJo~

random-ing again.

2011-05-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys!! what's up??

haven't update recently, i know.

it's May already.

so, this is my first May update.

doing nothing here.

mere typing and rambling.

got no inspiration.

i guess my blog was the most boring blog

of the whole blogs that existed in this world.

Yeah, that is me ranting.

because i seldom talking about latest news

like Osama Laden death and so fourth.

its not that i don't wanna talk bout all these

latest update stuffs, i,m not a trendsetter

and definitely i,m not a fashionista

it is just not me or suit me.

i,m no good in that. Sue me.

Yet, other people already done that.

believe me, if you flick thru other blogs

most of them will update bout those latest news.

no woes.

thus, there's no need for me to do the same.

i dare to be different and i want to be different.

only few person i know, would do the same as me.

they have the gut to do that in which i salute toink toink.

to compose a poem, it just not my job.

to compose a song, the creativity isn't mine.

to compose a story, i can't do it well.

to draw on a piece of canvas, my hand just not listen to me.

to sing a serenade, it is not gifted to me.

but to ramble, i can do better.

i like rambling, random-ing

i like to talk bout me, myself,

my surrounding, my thought.

obviously, this is my blog.

then, it must be about

"I, My, Me and Mine"

so, i dun bother bout people saying.

haha, told ya, i love and enjoy rambling.

emotional rambling this time being.

enough rambling for today.

will continue rambling some other day..

Addio, for now.

~It's JoJo~

100 truths that I shouldn't reveal

2011-04-26T14:46:00.000+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR :

1. Last beverage : a glass of sky juice...

2. Last phone call : Someone..

3. Last text message : the person above..

4. Last song you listened to : i love you from now on - Lee Seung Gi

5. Last time you cried : can't remember (meaning, long time ago)

HAVE YOU EVER?

6. Dated someone twice : frankly speaking, yep..

7. Been cheated on : Yeah..

8. Kissed someone & regretted it : A total NO-NO, never...

9. Lost someone special : Yes..

10. Been depressed : part of my life..

11. Been drunk and threw up : No, and never..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS :

12. Black

13. Purple

14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : (2011)

15. Made a new friend : Yeap..

16. Fallen out of love : No..

17. Laughed until you cried : Yes, i think..

18. Met someone who changed you : No, not yet, perhaps..

19. Found out who your true friends were : Yeah, just realized..

20. Found out someone was talking about you : i dunno...

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : What the?? of Course No..

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : all of them...

23. How many kids do you want? : haven't think about that yet..

24. Do you have any pets : used to have a cat.. now haven't any...

25. Do you want to change your name : No, my name is special i think..hehe

26. What did you do for your last birthday : celebrate with my beloved family..

27. What time did you wake up? : early...hehe

28. What were you doing at midnight last night : midnight? sleeping already..

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : to graduate maybe..

30. Last time you saw your Mother : few minutes ago..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : My past life........

32. What are you listening to right now : Grenade by Bruno Mars

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Tom? Tom and Jerry?? haha.. Yes, i used to have a friend named Tom when i was in UK.

34. Who is getting on your nerves now? : No one...

35. Most visited webpages : Facebook, Blogger, YouTube..

36. Whats your real name : ask my friend, they know..haha

37. Nicknames : JoJo

38. Relationship Status : Single...but not available anymore..hehe

39. Zodiac sign : Capricorn (does not believe in this actually)

40. Male or female? : Female, no doubt...

41. Primary School? : SRK Satria Jaya, SK Desa Tun Hussein Onn, and SK Panglima Adnan.

42. Secondary School? : Lampeter Comprehensive School and SMK Bukit Saujana..

43. High school/college? : International Islamic University Malaysia..

44. Hair colour : Asian hair colour...

45. Long or short : Both..haha

46. Height : quite tall, than any normal Asian girl..

47. Do you have a crush on someone? : A lot of time..haha..

48: What do you like about yourself? : my personality...

49. Piercings : No..

50: Tattoos : better to draw on a piece of canvas than your own skin...a total No-No..

51. Righty or lefty : righty...

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery : never had any surgery, and hopefully never..

53. First piercing : never..

54. First best friend : Em, my family..

55. First sport you joined : Table Tennis, Badminton..

56. First vacation : too old to remember..

58. First pair of trainers : em, when? when? ouff, can't remember...

RIGHT NOW :

59. Eating : nothing..

60. Drinking : nothing...

61. I'm about to : type this thing..

62. Listening to : Song and song and song..

63. Waiting for : family vacation....

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : of course..

65. Get married? : Yes, but not now...

66. Career : Lecturer? Teacher?

67. Lips or eyes : Eyes..

68. Hugs or kisses : Hugs..

69. Shorter or taller : what is this suppose to mean? my soul mate height? Taller than me, definitely..

70. Older or Younger : I'd prefer older...

71. Romantic or spontaneous : Balance..

72. Nice stomach or nice arms :Ermm??

73. Sensitive or loud : not too sensitive and not too loud..

74. Hook-up or relationship : relationship of course..

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : even if i am insane, i won't do that..

77. Drank hard liquor : plain water, please...

78. Lost glasses/contacts : never had one..

79. Sex on first date : a total No-No again...

80. Broken someone's heart : Yes..

82. Been arrested : i am clean..for sure..

83. Turned someone down: Yes..

84. Cried when someone died : for someone i know, yes..

85. Fallen for a friend : ^___^

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : definitely, Yes!

88. Love at first sight : i do believe in that..

89. Heaven : Yes..

90. Santa Claus : No..(no offense)

91. Kiss on the first date : No..

92. Angels : Yes, in my religion perspectives...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : No..

95. Did you sing today? : Yeah! hehe

96. Ever cheated on somebody? :No.. (i am cheating rite now..hehe)

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : when i am still a baby..not so far rite..??

98. The moment you would choose to relive? : my childhood..

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sometimes..

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths? :No, although it is bitter....

~It's JoJo~

My Memory (part 2)

2011-04-25T14:55:00.000+08:00

and the day has come..

it is September, 27.

the date that i will never, ever

forget in my entire life.

i remember before i left, i still had my time,

playing with my best friend. She gave me a letter,

and asked me to read after i arrived at London.

i still remember that i cried silently that night, on the way to

Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA).

at that time, i couldn't believed that i will leave my country.

sadly, i couldn't remember at what time we boarded into the airplane.

i think it took about 12 hours to arrive at Heathrow Airport, London.

and we safely landed at London, evening at that time

weird, awkward and curious.

that's the feeling i had when i arrived there.

the weather quite cold, windy and chilly.

then i knew that its already midst of autumn.

to be continued.....

~It's JoJo~

My Memory (part 1)

2011-04-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys! what's up??

since i'm on my holiday

and have nothing much to update bout

myself and my surroundings,

so i decided to tell you guys a story.

neither bedtime stories nor something like that,

are totally a no-no but about my memory.

i know, you guys know that i love memory so much.

hehehe

the title of the story

"Once upon a time in United Kingdom"

Epic! haha

the story begin like this....

one day, i heard from my dad that he

wanted to further his studies, in Master level.

i was like, okay. but not here, in Malaysia

abroad.

and i was like, what??

seriously, i thought, what was going to happen to me?

how i am going to survive here without my dad?

(too exaggerate of me ^^)

then, my dad told me again,

All of us will go there.

i was like, once again, what? All of us??

of course i am shocked upon the news.

at that time i was in my secondary school,

i was 14 at that time.

i don't know how to describe my feeling.

happy? since it my first time travel abroad

nervous? because i never went anywhere far from my country

or maybe,

sad? since i have to leave everything here.

i don't know.

but still i have to go.

my dad even sent me and my siblings to English classes.

to make sure we prepare and also, we went shopping

for all the thingy.

and the day has come..

it is September, 27.

the date that i will never, ever

forget in my entire life.

to be continued..........

~It's JoJo~

No Title..

2011-04-22T14:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys? kenchana-yo??

jongmal bogoshipo.

i am trying to speak Korean.

i don't know whether it is right or not.

this is because i am into Korea so much.

i watch Korean movie, Korean drama,

and of course i am a K-POP fan.

if you guys realize,

Korean waves have hit almost all parts of the Asian

and some other place too, maybe.

it is K-POP time.

i love Korean drama since i was 12 like that.

and now i am 21.

Okay, enough about Korea.

actually i don't have slightest idea to update

since i am on my holiday.

i am just rambling,

nothing much to talk about,

nothing special happen.

anyway, i have to update still.

maybe that's all.

i will try searching for something fascinating

then i'll update to you guys..

till then, addio!

~It's JoJo~

It's. My. Style.

2011-04-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

What's Up guys!

how was your day going?

okay, rite now i'm in holiday mode.

yet, only for a fortnight because i have already registered

for semester 3, which is the short semester. but that's

okay because after that, 3 months holiday balance

is still there for me to enjoy to the fullest.

for IIUM's student, Happy 5 months holiday!

orait.

i love flicking thru' my friend's blog.

most of them are the IIUM's and

some of them are the friends of mine.

there are soooo many style i've seen.

perhaps, people who like and own a blog,

probably to be creative also.

that's my own theory.

i can see lots of style of writing they have.

and most of them ARE creative in their own ways.

creativity not exclusively in the aspect of art or literature.

it's universal.

so guys, you don't have to be as superb as picasso or

Leonardo Di Caprio.. Oppss, i mean Leonardo da Vinci

to be brand as creative.

like myself, i love simplicity.

so i enjoy typing in simple English.

before this, i used to code-mixing.

but now i am trying my best to write in full English

as the way for improvement.

but that does not mean that i abandoned my own mother tongue.

No, never.

in fact, i love my mother tongue.

okay, it reminisces me on my personal writing

that i have been neglected for a while due to the study.

i will continue to write again, during this short holiday.

but to finish it, seems impossible.

it will take approximately two years, perhaps??

i've no idea. we'll see then.

okay guys, that all for today's update.

update later on, i will.

Addio, for now.

~It's JoJo~

As free As air..

2011-04-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Yo Guys!! What's up??

hopefully you guys are doing fine.

i am air

i am free 

i am happy

can you guys see how happy i am..

why? wae?

because my final examination has ended today.

so i am as free as air.

now i can have enough sleep, can watch movie

without hesitation.

so, i can enjoy now, can i?

and i can update almost everyday now.

woah! so many thing to do rite now.

okay guys, i will update more later on.

rite now i want to enjoy. ^^

~It's JoJo~

final countdown

2011-04-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Yo Guys!! what's up!

i know i have not update recently.

i am in final examination mode.

OMG! its already April.

i have not update anything for April.

sadly, this will only be a short entry.

fortunately, my last paper is around the corner.

after that, holiday!! Hurray Hurray!

so guys its a final countdown for me.

okay guys! got to go now.

but i'll be back soon.

just stay tuned wif me.

~It's JoJo~

happy and not happy

2011-03-31T22:18:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Annyeong Guys!!! Hello!

what's up?

how do you do??

okay. i am happy and not happy at the same time

how could that be??

i am normal. still. don't worry guys.

i am happy rite now because i am now

officially done wif all of my assignments.

all of them have safely landed on my lecturers' table.

heaven.

and

i am not happy because

i am now in final examination mode.

so,

study, study and study.

just now i had my Bahasa Melayu Lanjutan paper

its my mother tongue.

but, its hard though.

and i am not really satisfied with my answers.

yet, its okay. hopefully my grade is okay for

this particular subject.

inshaAllah.

five subjects are still on waiting list.

pfft..

and guys, please, once again.

pray for me okay??

~It's JoJo~

Comeback...

2011-03-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys!! what are you guys doin' rite now??

really missed to type again.

and now i'm back..again..

okay, today was a happy day for me

you know why? of course no..hehe

this is because my classes for this semester

have ended in peace. ^^ V

So, thus, hence,

no more classes. no more early morning wake up.

no more presentation. no more assignment.

but wait! i have another one assignment left actually.

but my lecturer has extended the due date

because he understand us, his student..haha

Yet, i don't want to procrastinate, no more.

it will only get me into trouble if i do it.

in the previous entry, i've told you guys

that i wanted to make a long entry.

proudly to announce,

"today is the lucky day"

clap..clap..clap..

what i want to do is:

to highlight several significant events that happened

to me during this semester.

enrollment to new semester

okay, this is important rite. but i told you guys before

that i don't really want to enter this new semester since

i wanted holidays more..hahaha

silly me.

changed hostel

for me this is significant. i don't really like my previous room

its like a prison you know. so quiet, so lonely.

so i decided to change hostel. and i just love my new room.

however, i have to change other room again for upcoming

semester, because of the ~~stupid~~ pre-registration system

that only burdening the student. T_T

lost of precious thingy

this can be listed as the most significant among

of the events. yeah, if you guys notice from

my previous entry, i've wrote about the lost of my

cute blue bag.

in the bag, contain my pendrive, my broadband, my room key,

and my locker key. very heartbreaking incident.

don't want to type more about this.

being compounded

i hate this part. i've been compounded twice, for this

semester. the first one, was because i brought the car

to move my stuff due to changing of hostel. but the guard

compound me just because i don't have the IIUM sticker on my car.

i've told him that i just wanted to move my stuff, so i need car.

what did the guard expect? he wanted me to carry all my stuffs with my

bare foot?? luckily my dad knows the head of the security,

so after slow talked with him, my compound has been waive.

the second compound come straight to my face because of the

room key that i've lost. i wasn't my fault to be exact.

yeah, who wanted to lose their thingy rite?

this one i can't avoid but to pay.. huh.

leadership and management subject

i dunno why i took this subject. i guess i was out of my mind

during the course registration. why i said that?

because this subject really, jongmal, consuming time and energy

and also my patience. yeah, i have to do the service, and then

make the working paper and lastly, present it in front of the judges.

i never went home at nite, but because of this subject

i've experienced it. thank you.

Yet, when i took it on the positive side, i think this course

is quite benefiting me. i taught me lots on how to deal with

so many people around me.

Short Story presentation

i've been through lots of presentation in my life.

but this one was really scary. i lost my appetite, felt sick

just because of this presentation. i dunno if i did well in that

presentation because i encountered with mental block

during the presentation.haha

once again, silly me.

accident

okay, to tell you, this was the utmost significant event.

yeah guys, i have involved in an accident only just few days back.

that is the reason why i haven't update. luckily,

it wasn't a huge accident. it was raining that day, and i guess the

road was too slippery. Alhamdulilah. i just had several minor injuries.

after that day, i just learn that life is too precious.

Thus, appreciate it.

okay guys. i think that's all (that's all???)

i've learned lots of things this semester.

it quite a list isn't it? huhu

Life without challenges is nothing indeed.

come hell or high water, i'll try my best to

go through all of the challenges.

past, present and future

i know i can. yes i do.

InshaAllah

~It's JoJo~

After a long pause...

2011-03-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys!! what's up??

Bogoshipta...

after a long silent, i come back.

blame all of the assignments that i have to

complete. ^^

okay, next week is my last week of classes,

but still, many assignments need to be submitted.

this week can be label as the most critical week.

because i had two big (??) presentation.

Alhamdulilah, i managed to do both

with flying colour perhaps..?

i think so..hehe

i would like, really2 like to make long update today,

but i think i'll do it some other day.

InshaAllah i will.

~It's JoJo~

end of semester, around the corner.

2011-03-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

hey guys!! what's up??

its been a while since i typed the last entry.

busy, exhausted, not enough rest and sleep.

that is the topic sentence for today's entry.

yeah, it usually happens to almost all students

when the end of the semester is around the corner.

during this period, all of the pending assignments

need to be completed, preparation for last presentations

have to be done ASAP.

i have about three weeks, if i am not mistaken,

before it comes to an end of the classes.

and i have four assignments and three presentation

that are still in waiting list.

sigh.

ermm, i also have registered for my subjects for next semester

and also for my short semester.

Alhamdulilah, i got all the subjects i wanted.

Fuhh.

so many stuff, require my attention

and i have to start revising for my final examination

which is also around the corner.

can't wait for the holidays to come.

so that i can rest and enjoy to the fullest ^^

as usual, please pray for me okay guys!!

~It's JoJo~

too busy to rest

2011-03-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

hey guys! what's up??

mianeh for not updating lately.

too busy to update.

ok, last monday i had my BM presentation

to sum up:

it was the worst presentation in my life.

yeah, its like irony isn't it.

I failed to give my best on presentation

that use my mother tongue.

upset and angry.

i don't want to tell what was happening that day

it will hurt me more inside,

so lets stop here.

okay, i need do my assignmentssss...

so sorry guys, i'll update later on ok

~It's JoJo~

Finally..

2011-02-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

finally, i managed to take few time

to update in this blog.

but before that, how are you guys??

hopefully in healthy condition always ya..

wooaah, really missed to type again.

frankly speaking, i had a hard time these few days back.

just now, i had to do service for my

leadership and management subject

in which i have to do room service.

exhausted and worn out

are the best words to describe myself rite now.

just imagine how tired it would be

when you have to sweeping and moping

rearranging and folding and all the -ing..

not only for one room.

me and my friend managed to get 7 customers.

although I'm doing it with no heart into it..(?)

but for the sake of grade, (sigh) i'll do it.

but actually i did learn something.

No, not something, but many things

first, it is not easy to earn money.

the image of my dad come across my mind

how hard for him to earn money for our family

the cleaners, how they work very hard for money.

feel grateful, because without them, our life would be in trouble

Jongmal.

second, communication is very important

Yes, without communication, how can you

interact with other people.

we need to learn the skill.

i have to communicate with my customers

have to convince them and trust me

it is not an easy work.

it reminds me of the direct seller.

it must be a hard work for them.

i couldn't bear it even for one day

but they have to do it everyday.

third, emotional control is significant.

it is hard to control our emotion

especially when we are tired.

but while dealing with customer,

we have to maintain our facial expression

keep smiling even though it is tiring.

so, basically, i did achieve new knowledge today.

i've work once, when i was in UK.

i became guidance for student in primary school.

then, it will be my second experience in working field.

maybe it would benefits me later on, in the future,

who knows..^^

~It's JoJo~

Sorry..

2011-02-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

A big pile of Sorry

because hadn't update

i am quite busy right now..

i'd like to update so much

but the situation doesn't allow me to do so

so, sorry guys, mianeh..

i'll be back soon..

~It's JoJo~

I'M HOME..

2011-02-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hye Guys!! I'm home!!

really missed to write again.

how are doing guys??

okay, my second half of semester have started

i got Monday Blues yesterday.

i want holiday more T_T

this second half gonna be the busiest one

i have load of works to be done ASAP

need to finish my reading on the novel

if it is a Malay novel, i can finish up reading only in one day

but English novel really consuming time of reading

but i'll try to finish up my reading this two days

yes, must to. because i have to make an analysis

and consult my lecturer and its compulsory

then my term paper for sociolinguistics

i have start anything yet.

need to do group discussion for this.

guys, please pray for me okay.

i'll try my best to update more.

~It's JoJo~

random again..

2011-02-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey guys! i am back to write again.

but this will be just a short entry

because i dunno what to write

so that's why the title given is random.

i am going back to my hometown tomorrow

so again, i'll be missing for a while.

don't worry guys, only for 3 days.

apart from that, feels bit relieved here

because my brother who studied in Egypt

will be sent and going back to Malaysia soon.

Alhamdulilah. such a really good thing to hear about.

hopefully, their journeys back to Malaysia

will run smoothly.

together we pray for their safety again.

okay guys, that's all for today.

don't missed me okay! : p

~It's JoJo~

Worries..

2011-01-31T14:07:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

hey guys! how are ya?

me here not really in a good condition.

i guess you guys have heard about

what have happened in Egypt.

the demonstration and chaos there.

and all of the citizens have to be put under curfew.

the latest news i heard that the things there

have got worst.

it makes me and my family here worried

since my brother studied there.

He can't go out because the soldiers have

taken control all of the areas there.

i heard also that the internet connection and

the mobile line have been blocked.

the last call from my brother,

he told us that there wasn't enough food supplies.

we here dunno what to do.

i think the Malaysian there also can't do anything.

the only hope is only from the Malaysian ambassador.

I hope things will get better there

and hopefully my brother and all of the Malaysian students

there in safe condition right now.

together we pray for their safety.

Amin.

~It's JoJo~

Time Capsule part two

2011-01-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

hey Guys!! what's up??

i dunno why but i like to talk about this thing

the Time Capsule.

the other day i have talked about it.

but it is about my time capsule.

today i would like to share to you what is

time capsule is actually about.

i am pretty sure most of us have an idea

of this Time capsule thing.

for me, it is such a brilliant idea

of capturing, and storing our memories.

that's why i love it.

for those who keep questioning,

"what is this Time Capsule thingy?"

it is something where you can keep your memories

like picture of you when you were 7 or 8

or letter that you write to yourself

or other people give to you.

it also can be a gift or diaries, something like that.

then, you save all of that stuff into a box or where ever

or whatever you prefer to store it.

then, you say it to yourself,

"i am going to open this back 5 years later"

or maybe more, depends on you.

i've heard some myth about this time capsule,

that you should buried it, somewhere.

is it true?

i dunno, but it can be considered as well,

if you really want to make it like an ancient thing of yours.

me myself have my own time capsule.

yeah, i store it in a big box.

you guys should try too.

and i regard this blog, my blog,

as my own time capsule also.

yes, sometimes i'll go through my previous entries

and read it again.

it is such a good thing.

really.

p/s: i've replaced my small bag that missing that day with new one. totally, exactly the same design, but
different colour. huhu..

~It's JoJo~

Heartbreaking

2011-01-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey Guys!! jongmal bogoshipo!

sorry for not updating much

just finish with my mid term examination

so one week of holiday will start now.

this mid term week is really hectic

and heartbreaking.

yeah, heartbreaking.

wae? why?

i don't even know if

it was my fault or others

i lost my precious things.

a small, cute blue plus white bag of mine

contain : pendrive, locker's keys,

room's key, earphone and the most precious,

my broadband T_T

really heartbreaking here.

the worst, it happens in the middle

of me, striving with the mid term exam.

whoever found my bag, please, return it

back to me. i miss my thingy.

another heartbreaking.

the midterm wasn't went smoothly

all of the papers were likely to kill me

especially the novel.

and for the mid break,

wasn't really a break for me.

the lecturers kindly provided us with assignments

that have to be completed during the break.

so what is the meaning of break then??

chincha, please give us sometimes to relax will ya.

But still, i am looking forward to spend my break

enjoyably and joyfully.

will put aside all the problems for a while.

to give space for my brain and body system to rest.

and for all of students,

Happy Holiday!! ^^

~It's JoJo~

Exam Mode

2011-01-23T21:35:00.001+08:00

back on the exam mode

mid term examination

will be busy

and will update soon

wish me luck okay guys!! ^^

~It's JoJo~

Time Capsule..

2011-01-21T23:15:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum...

Good Morning, Good Afternoon, Good Evening

and Good Night to everyone!!

how are you guys doing? hopefully good eh.

this Time Capsule thing really attract my interets

i know it has been like trend nowadays,

for everyone to make time capsule for themselves

for you information, if you would like to know..hehe

last Wednesday is my 21st birthday

but i feel really2 bad because only now

i can post something for myself.

thus, i would like to create time capsule

special edition for my birthday.

a reminder for myself, that i am going

to read this entry again 5 years later.

~It's JoJo~

missing the old days...

2011-01-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Hey All! how's your day today?

mianeh~ for not updating much lately.

just finished with my two assignments

so, tonight i have free time to update a little.

right now i am listening to Westlife's songs.

yeah the old one like flying without wing,

fool again, i lay my love on you and

the others hits one.

while i am listening to these songs,

suddenly old memories appear back to my mind.

yeah, i grew up with Westlife's song

when i was in UK, Westlife

have been my entertainment there.

you know, there's no Malay songs and TV program there

and i am not really good with internet at that time.

to recall back, i went to UK, specifically Lampeter, Wales

when i was in form 2 until the early of form 4.

not too long but the memories still in here, my heart.

i still remember my school,

Lampeter Comprehensive School.

i still remember i watched BBC channel

the Cbeebies, the Blue Sea

the Carboot Sale, Coop, Lldl, Somerfield

then i remembered the first time i touched the snow

the cold weather there, -3 degree.

after that i remembered my trip to all over UK

before we went back to Malaysia.

England, Wales and Scotland

except for Northern Ireland.

really, jongmal, i wish i could turn back the time

and i am looking forward to go there again.

but one thing,

right now, really i miss my old days.

~It's JoJo~

Busy..

2011-01-16T07:26:00.000+08:00

Busy at a moment

but i'll be back

with latest update soon.

~It's JoJo~

Random...

2011-01-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

hey olz! what's up??

i know i haven't been updating for quite sometimes.

due to load of assignments that need

my attention to the fullest.

just now, i had a presentation

for my sociolinguistics subject.

so that is the reason why i don't really have time

to update because i needed to prepare for my topic

and also slides.

although I am used to presentation from

the foundation centre up until now, but still

the feeling of nervous is there in my blood.

but it is not as bad as before.

the presentation went very well, but

when it comes to Q & A session,

it makes me fretting.

AND the question comes from 'killer' student.

you know what i mean right.

Alhamdulilah, i managed to answer to all except for one

because i think it's out of topic a bit.

but i will try my best to answer that question.

i got positive feedback from my friends when i asked

them about my 'performance'

they said they understand it clearly and one of my friend

said i look very confidence although it is not

what it seems to be..haha.

okay, enough for today.

i really really need a rest.

and i have to read for Grammar since

i have quiz tomorrow.

God, please give me some strength.

i need that very badly.

~It's JoJo~